Not in the sense of would you be missed but thinking of myself. I had such a terrible scene with my exhusband last night over I'm not even sure what. It never takes much and he surprised me so it is as much my fault as anybodys because I always count on him being country clubbing on wed nights and he surprised me when I was carrying groceries in....doesn't matter how or even how bad it got but I will be wearing long sleeves and a turtleneck for a week at least, glad it has cooled off.
I'm sorry, I'm just rambling but had to at least get some of this out before going off to work shaking so badly. I've been up all night nursing the pain but enough pills and I will make it through the day. I sometimes wonder if I disappeared how long would it take anyone to notice I was gone?