Staying clean and sober myself...one day at a time. Drugs and alcohol render any bipolar/depression/anxiety meds useless. If i want stability I can not drink beer...my 'drug of choice was beer and lots of it in one sitting, then none for several weeks or months. I cant think i can have just one because with me, it's never just one. I used to binge on beer but so far one year sober now. A.A. helped a lot. Thank you for being wise and honest and getting help.