Suppose I had better say ~Trigger~

Just checking in again. I checked in this morning too and my feelings haven't changed. It's frightening feeling this way…urges for harm and suicidal thoughts still remain and I am terrified of going into the Psych Unit…again.

Life or death? Life or death?

Sick of it. Can't even make a decision and am so dependent.

Also, see a number of posters feel they don't belong here…I share that feeling…to be honest I would be afraid to start a thread here at the moment. I do try to give replies here and in other forums if I am able. Or start threads in other forums where I feel more confident.

I don't know if I belong or where I belong. It's so hard and frustrating trying to find where I fit in or if I do fit in…Aghhhhh.