Hello, Dominic99.



It is good you became a member here at PC. This experience you described is like a loss because it is such a shock to you. If you have 5 accepted posts you can go to the chat rooms. It is good you know to post in the appropriate forum.
I will leave some links that may be helpful for you.

Grief and Loss - Forums at Psych Central
http://forums.psychcentral.com/grief...ort-forum.html
http://forums.psychcentral.com/grief...-not-dead.html
http://forums.psychcentral.com/other...oneliness.html
http://forums.psychcentral.com/other...st-people.html
Relationships & Communication - Forums at Psych Central
http://forums.psychcentral.com/rules...hat-rooms.html
Steps to Better Self-Esteem - Forums at Psych Central
http://forums.psychcentral.com/new-m...w-members.html
http://forums.psychcentral.com/depre...ns-loners.html
http://forums.psychcentral.com/copin...-emotions.html
Community Feedback & Technical Support - Forums at Psych Central
http://forums.psychcentral.com/commu...ing-wrong.html
http://forums.psychcentral.com/commu...-entering.html
http://forums.psychcentral.com/anxie...rstanding.html