I suppose the depression forum is the best place to put this. I don't want to leave my house anymore... i mean i want to but i don't... if that makes sense. i am withdrawing even online... withdrawing from one chatroom, then the next. now i'm down to forums..... i dunno if they'll be next. I don't want to go to my Guitar/Vocal lessons because i'm in too much pain/too tired/too disinterested to practice, and i'm afraid she'll get mad at me... but i'm paying her to do this so i dunno..... I'm a little embarassed of the vocal exercises too but that's besides the point. I just............ don't want to do anything anymore. i'm worrying myself........... what's happening to me.............