It sounds like the support you are receiving from t is still needed. Who wouldn't need support given your situation? And I am glad to hear someone else does therapy in an unconventional way, ie less than weekly. I go on a "as needed" basis, usually comes out to 10-12 times a year, not necessarily spread out evenly. But I often struggle with whether that is really therapy. Who knows?
I definitely understand where you are coming from.