Hi Mulan,

This is what it sounds like to me:

It sounds like you are dissociating when you say :

> I just have the feeling that i don't care about nothing going around or inside me. I just forget everything, trying to remember things is hard, even if the information is still in my mind. I also forget my opinions about things and the reasons of my judgements, so i just feel like floating around here without a point, without a personality, without a goal. All my opinions are constantly changing and i can't know who i am.

Then re-associating:

>Sometimes i just feel like a normal person, just to realize after that i'm still sick. Sometimes i think that i can have a normal life and i can seek for bigger achievments in mylife

Your mind is trying to solve the puzzle triple time, leading you to :

>just to realize later that i can't do almost everything because i don't have the energy needed.

You dont have energy because of the triple overtime your mind is in.

You can re-set your timing with meditation.