Hello. I hope you are feeling better at this time. I am sorry that you are feeling bad at thie time, but you should think about getting help for the cutting, it can get better with the right help. I am going to give you my email address in case you wouldlike to email me, if you would like someone to talk to, or need support. I am also going to fgive you a crisis line number for cutters. 1-800-DONT-CUT. In case you need someone to talk to, ewhen you get stressed. My email address is neohiodbsa@yahoo.com. Email anytime