I am about 15 years clean of alcohol, never even want it, and I only tried pot once. I did try cocaine for a week,that messed me up too much. When i read stories like all of your's i sit back and wonder Why would anyone want to reput themselves through all of that again? I know I sound stupid for thinking that because you are addicted to it, but isn't the addiction the thing you're trying to get away from?Just think of that bad feeling you'll get after it wears off and tell yourself no more. A terrible migraine headache won't help you stop? I guess some addicted people don't get such bad reactions, I'm just happy i finally nipped it in the bud. I hope for all of you good wishes and wish i could help you all more somehow!