I have a lot of difficulties with trust anyway. But doctors are the most difficult to trust when they always talk down to me. Though thankfully my current pdoc is mostly ok. But I hate when I tell them something and they are like 'oh that's another delusion', using my diagnosis as an excuse to not take me seriously. I have also had times when I have been accused of making up symptoms and experiences. I am sick of bad doctors, and it is one of the reasons why it took me so long to get treatment.