It's been a long day. I went to son's track meet to see his event and then to work for 6 hrs unpaid ot. Now I'm getting ready to leave office and go home but not really looking forward to it because I have a week's worth of laundry piled up, grocery shopping to do, bathrooms and kitchen to clean and I still have 3 tax returns to do for other people and then my own (which I'm sure I will put on extension)...

The worse part is that I am so not in a good place... I just want to sleep. Sleep takes all the bad thoughts away... and to top it all off..my sister wants to talk today. Apparently her T thought it would be good for her to compare memories with me about our abusive childhood (the one I don't remember much of and what I do remember isn't good)... I'm glad her T thinks it will be good for her but what about me?

and I'm so lonely...