I have 2 parts who can be mean. One is a teenage girl i hear her in my head. She can be verry nice but also nasty. In the beginning she talked nasty About me to my T but when i tried to understand her and listen to what she sayd she became nicer.
The other part is very extreem. It is a man/boy and it wants to hurt me and also the other parts. It does realy bad things but my T tried to work with him and thats hard. He sayd horribel things to her in her face and made even sexual coments.i know my t a few years and i woud never say something so mean. I felt really bad about it but she is not taking it personal and knows how i think of her. Sometimes i feel really scared thinking that this is a part of me...but my T explained once he was there to protect me. He only need to learn different things now.
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