ive had a doctor judge me.

its set up for people that need it. and you hear some say for those that need it should get it. (not everyone though).

and then your treated like scum for having it.

stuff like that makes me highly confused with society. in fact its not just with disability but a lot of things that i get bad feedback for or am confused with society about.

i just shut my mouth now.

even stuff i say people take advantage of.
like ive said before to someone "ive learned to just shut my mouth" and they said "good. finally. you shouldve learned that a long time ago". but in reality its just me saying ive learned something negative out of an overall negative.

actually i might still be a little naive to how individuals work/think. i constantly get taken advantage of because people have always told me either "you had it coming" or "you set your own self up". it really really hurts me.

anyway i have no faith in the human race race - definitely as a whole and many many individuals.
people want a free laugh off others or to stroke their own ego and most people are flat out cold.