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Today was a challenge for me.
I am lonely & live isolated I don't know
if there is a subject or thread for that I always
scroll down to the bottom of the page to check out
the subjects but I don't remember finding that.
I'm having a very difficult time.
I don't have much in the way of support.
My Father is dead, having passed away in 2007.
I have no siblings.
All I have is my depressive elderly Mother who runs hot & cold
on me everyday. Its no fun talking with her either. All she talks about
is her Doctors appointments, her chronic pain. She is one big pain in the ***. And no fun whatsoever. It gets me really depressed on top of living in
dreary Washington State which had another DARK GREY day today.
One thing that makes me angry? Is some of the replies I get suggesting I call up some friends or family.
People of Psych Central!
I have no friends
My only living breathing family is my depressive elderly Mother.
Please stop saying or asking "Do you have any friends or family for support"? Because I don't! So please stop asking me. OK?
I'm having to do WITHOUT!
Any of you know what I'm saying?
That in itself gets me really DEPRESSED!
The depression leads me to get angry as well as frustrated.
So PLEASE! Know that not all of us are blessed with the same things as you.
It is so bad I literally don't look forward to even getting up in the morning.
Anyone know what I mean?
Hugs, support, is what I need.
Also P.M.s and friendship requests
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