I agree with George H.
Also it seems like you haven't browsed a lot of the
forums on here. You said you've been on this site for
a week.
Remember we have an illness its serious so we have good & bad
days.
This is a site for mental illness so its not a day in Disneyland.
This is a struggle!
I suggest you talk with the moderators & the site veterans for a better
elaboration.
But I would suggest you hang in there this is a great site.
You won't find one that's better, I should know I've tried a few different ones.