Dear Tn'T, I'm so sorry you're having a bad day. I know what it is like to be alone and alienated. There seems to be a magic about connecting that I just never learned. The only antidote I know of is finding someone who needs help. I am in a situation where I am very limited in what I do and where I can go. This forum is the best thing I have ever found. I don't feel like such a weirdo and I can do something positive. It's all right here in my computer.
I hope that you can find solace here as well.
I don't have anything wise to give you but I hope you can find a little hope here also.