..and thats immediately way politically screwed.
to be all nice and neat?..."I am a person with bipolar disorder"

and thats exactly one of the 1655 things that piss me off!

I'm bipolar!...so what?...f--k it!...there is plenty more going on with me....but to suggest that there needs to be some kind of communication adjustment?

just for who?...

I can tell you why....it keeps the sane ones separated from the insane ones....ooooh!...how convenient huh?

it's such a shame that this was on my mind yesterday and a bunch of other days that now miss yesterday!

but seriously...(haha..like I never am not!! )

...how do the regular people look at me?...or are they too busy?

I can give you a hint...

and it's all about comparisons!...a very obscure but obvious behaviour easily missed ....especially if you are not looking for self confidence!

...and when I'm in my psychosis I believe I'm at the top of the emotional food chain!...oh yeah for sure!

...and this aint about me...cos I know I'm a fool...and this is what shatters me....!!

cos I'm not stupid...I wish I was...

life is a spiritual existence and I'm lonely in amongst so many otherwise self confidently directed humans....with no regard.

I've been around long enough to think that 'they' don't think.

weird huh?...

and so mental illness goes and the purity of stigma remains!

I think about me and what they think about me....meanwhile?

"they" ...think about themselves and as little about me as possible.