I feel at end of the rope too…I feel I have had enough. How much pain is one expected to endure. This has been my whole life, I too have been inpatient in Psych Unit few times for months on end. It didn't make me feel better…it just caged me in…I know it was for safety but it still didn't keep me safe in some ways.

Plus, I have other mental health issues and physical too.

Nothing works…I try…then people think it's my own fault for not trying hard enough, not thinking positively, I should snap out of it.

Only people experiencing emotional torture know that it is impossible to snap out of it etc. If only it were that simple…