I'm in a apartment that I am renting from the city. It is for people with low income. The rent is just $365, but when I'm only making $603 a month that doesn't leave much. I have to pay electric and gas as well. I have just moved here a few months ago. I can't move to another place. My T that I have/had treats DID she is great with it and does great work. I just cannot afford to pay her. This is the second agency here in this town and they only want to deal with schizophrenic. I have even tried to get them to change my Klonopin to Xanax, but they won't do it. The Klonopin isn't working now. I have been on it for over 4 years and I think it has just ran out of what it was suppose to do. So I don't know what I am going to do. Just trying to make it through this month.

The sad thing is I have a certificate for Web Page Designs and had a web site for over 2 years and haven't gotten anyone to do a web page for. That degree and field is becoming not such a good profit and is very hard to find people to do jobs for. So I don't know what I am going to do. Just play a waiting game.