If anyone is still reading this, it's over (again). Actually while he was silent, apparently he made the decision that we're not together anymore. He only proceeded to INFORM me of that yesterday, on online chat, and not even in person. He still has the nerve to tell me that he wants to meet me one of these days to talk about it. No, thanks.

I've made plenty of mistakes. He's made them too, and I don't think those define him. I still saw the best he had to offer as my partner and as a human being. However, I think it's a bad sign when you're with someone that doesn't bring the best in you anymore, and you're the one struggling to give your best at all times in fear that it might not be enough.

I'm angry, frustrated, hurt, I feel used and betrayed.

Now all the clichés like "I'll never find someone who truly loves me" or "I'll never feel this for anyone else" are coming to mind. /sigh