My dress and accessories are being shipped today.. i showed them to my mom and she said they weren't appropriate for the wedding *rolls eyes* i guess i'll wear them some other time. so she bought me some other dresses. (i'm nearly 22 and she's still dressing me >.<) but at least they're cute. I'm pretty bored now, and anxious for all the things i've ordered to arrive. i spend way too much money. i really gotta get myself under control. i have a "purchase plan" so i don't spend over $200 a week (that's my budget from my bf) but i keep wanting more more more........ i need to stop this compulsive shopping. i always end up asking him for extra money, and since he's a softie he gives it to me..... Gotta get this compulsive shopping under control. but i feel like its stuff that i NEED! like the dress for the wedding i NEED. the jump rings i NEED to make my jewelry.the tablet i don't need but that was worked into my budget for this month already... ugh i just..... shopping and buying stuff calms me down...... i'm using it as a coping skill and its kinda unhealthy i guess

Sorry for ranting............