please someone help me I need to talk to someone im on the verge of giving up and breaking down ,everything is a mess and ive just tried to go on this online teen support chat for suicide and they were all ganging up on me saying I was an attention seeker because I asked if I could talk to someone about how to help with selfharm urges and they said that I don't have a reason to selfharm and they asked me and I told them I was raped and things and they told me it was my fault then I was getting private messages off people asking me to give them pictures and someone wrote in the chat 'I wished I was raped' and then they were being nasty still I just needed someone to talk to and they have made me feel a whole lot worse ,I don't know what im supposed to do anymore I feel like everyone is against me because people keep being horrible and telling me to go kill myself and things like that I hate myself I cant think straight my heads a mess and I want to do something serious to myself