Would do so, or could do so? There is a difference between trying to be "optimally frustrating", which is a t tactic that I have yet to meet a t who knows how to handle THAT loaded gun - okay, so I think I just messed up my own point, which is that to be optimally frustrating is just to be annoying on purpose. And I have forbidden my t to try that tactic. He can try, but he knows he will pay! I just want sweetness and delight, I have had enough of trickery, misery, and mayhem.

So why expose yourself to your kryptonite while you're trying to get strong? I wouldn't even call it kryptonite, as that implies it will always win. But my t finally convinced me to get away and get strong. Why you gotta be like that Arnold the barbarian movie? I can't think of the name!