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Old Apr 14, 2013, 04:59 PM
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Originally Posted by jesusplay View Post
When ever I see stairs I picture in my head throwing my self down them and rolling until I die.

I do this often, I picture was I could kill myself that would look like a murder so god doesn't send me to hell.

Should I tell my pdoc, therapist?

I'm not going to act on the thoughts, I just have thoughts.

I get bored?

I don't even have to be depressed.
here where I live and work in New York which is in the USA suicide Ideation is having thoughts of suicide, these thoughts may or may not have a plan to do it attached to it.

examples.....
walking down the street and thinking.. i could walk up that fire escape and jump off.

I want to kill myself

Im going to do this, that, what ever and then Ill die....

time to take my meds, i should just swallow the whole bottle and be done with it all then so and so will feel bad about what they did to me...

time to take my antidepressant.. look at them all wonder what would happen if I just took them all, just go to sleep for ever..

here a suicide action / suicide attempt is telling someone Im going to... and then going into detail.. and making the attempt, here suicide action is actually attempting your plan.