No you're not strange. I don't know the reason for your divorce, but I divorced my husband because he was an abusive bum!
I was gloriously happy after 26 years to be RID of him!! Finally I was FREE after having been controlled for so many years. My kids were grown, so he couldn't threaten me with taking them away from me anymore.
Finally I could be ME -- I could live my OWN life the way I wanted.
Now YOU can too! You don't have to answer to anyone.

You can eat when you want to, IF you want to. You can sleep when you want to IF you want to. You can do any darn thing you want to -- the freedom is wonderful!
Sometimes marriage can feel like being in prison. Now you're free -- congratulations! Have a great life!