I agree. I just started up agin after a good six years of coping "healthily". The biggest problem I am facing us that I just WANT to do it and I am angry that it is not socially accepted therefore I can't. I don't want to go back to therapy or treatment because I already know all that stuff I just choose not to use it.

I have no advice I just wanted you to know you are not alone. There are people who truly understand. Sorry I can't actually help.