i don't get anything done (even worse than usual) if i don't take it.... perhaps i could ask my pdoc about it and see if it could be a developing agoraphobia or just a valid fear or maybe the meds. but i don't want to go ANYWHERE. even when i was just afraid of taking walks i was fine getting in the car with my dad and driving off somewhere. now i have an aversion to going to appointments, stores, parks, family events.... the last family event i went to was a bridal shower, where i proceeded to freak out because i thought they didn't like my gift because everyone else was giving them toasters and deep fryers and i gave them a stupid vegetable bowl.... a $50 vegetable bowl mind you.... (my mom helped pay, it was from both of us) but it WAS on their registry so i dunno why they seemed so dissatisfied anyway i really just think its nice and cozy in my room here and there's no reason to leave.......... i've lost the will to go to music lessons too even though i have fun when i'm there...... i just don't want to go >.<