I moved to a new state in December- so no health insurance here or ability to go to a doc to get medication----

Just recently found a part-time job - Started it this week which got me out of the house but now I am having extreme anxiety going over everything that can go wrong on each case that I am involved with--- Fear that I can't do anything right and am going to feel rejected. I am very tearful and on edge right now. I am off work for the evening but am already dreading tomorrow and finding it hard to think positively.

I keep thinking that I am going to get reprimanded or yelled at by a co-worker or by one of the homes that I go into-- Any recommendations I am taking seriously to heart and associating them with failure and being worthless- I really want to be strong and overcome this and keep the job for awhile to prove that I can do it but it is hard to distract myself from these thoughts- and just relax. Anxiety-depression-anxiety-depression- what a vicious cycle