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Which is what I tried to do.
I was feeing irritated too.
I tried keeping it on the down low
but wasn't shy to say how I felt.
Mainly I was okay until I got to the
Crossroads Mall library located in the Mall.
Little kids running everywhere, it got on my last nerve too.
I'm trying to relax by walking into the damn library when
a kid runs by at top speed almost knocking my umbrella out of my hand
Good thing he said something like sorry because I was in no mood to overlook that. These kids are wild & reckless. Its like they've had too much Ritalin or sugar hell I don't know! The there are those itty,bitty kids that are below the knee that you don't pay attention to.
I'm amazed that I haven't knocked one down because I don't always remember to LOOK DOWN!
I went to the library because it was the closest in distance and I needed to type up some to do lists, you know TRY to get organized as well as type up some things that I want my new therapist to help me out with.
So I typed up two lists.
But the library computers are always so busy! That I had to reserve computer time which the next one that would be available wasn't for another half & hour.
But, I had no choice everyone I wanted to do something busy like be constructive with my time and all so I reserved the computer.
I then got the HELL out of the library and grabbed a mall chair & table to sit down to basically .....BROOD! I wasn't in the most stellar of moods.
I torn off a piece of Cadbury chocolate hmmmm and then tore into an orange.
Then I pulled out my pocket memo pad to write something down. When I was bored with that I got up and walked around until I spotted a chess game in progress.
At the mall they have this oversized chess board on the floor with big chess pieces black & light brown. I mean real huge. And people sign up to play.
So, I sat down to watch figuring I could learn something then relax as I don't get to sit to watch much games.
I liked it. I like chess but haven't played since I was about 14 years old. Playing with my StepFather he was always such an *** because he was a better player, the same with my cousin.
But I like the game.
I hope to sign up for lessons sometime down the road then get into a tournament or two who knows?
By this time it was time for my library computer session.
Same old aggravating kids.
One teen kid who was sitting at my station when my computer was coming up within a couple of minutes of my reserve coming available just parked his lazy *** in the seat until I said "I have this computer reserved"
Then the jerk adjusts the seat so low that you'd have to be a toddler to have sat in it!
I said to him in a sarcastic manner the following:
"It was so nice of you to lower the seat, I mean its almost perfect ....if your an Oompa Loompa" I had said to the teen. Hey I was irritated and I wanted to let him know how I felt. Because I'm always ignored, my feelings seem to never matter so what the hell I'm going to talk back. Why not! I might as well get some sort of satisfaction.
This little outing helped some, my agitation & irritability seemed to be kept at bay. Bottom line I just didn't give a damn what anyone thought I was out for ME & no one else!
What a way to live!
Life as I've said before just ....BLOWS! I'm tired of everything. People ignoring you & acting like your not there. The bigotry, these folks in Washington can all go to hell as far as I'm concerned.
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