Let's see, how do I feel today? I guess I'm fine. Worked another 12 hour shift. It was boring, then really busy. Feast or famine at that place. I'm looking forward to tomorrow off. I was feeling good when I left work but I'm in a weird mood right now and I'm not sure why. Sort of antsy/moody/heading toward depressed. I wish there were more people to talk to on here, more people who responded to what I had to say. I've felt this way for some time now but I just...don't feel like I belong or am wanted here. I'm sure it's my imagination, in fact, I know it is but you know how the BPD imagination tends to feel like reality. Feh...crap.