I understand what you are saying. I can relate to some of it....There are energies and things of this world we don't understand or even know with our finite minds. There are experiences that seem so not logical and far fetched.
There are mystics and psychics and those who can tell of experiences quite like yours.
I am so glad you have Byrd. I have Ajna. Without Ajna I would not have made it as far as I have.
welcome here.