Today, was hard I am a mixed bag of emotions and debating whether to go visit the doctor tomorrow and try anti depressants again!
I am tired of feeling so much all of the time, I wish I would go numb again and feel nothing and things at work are so stressful and really triggering me now. It's as if people know when I have no self esteem or self confidence and go in for the attack.



Chris good luck at the pdoc today