Dear T,

SAWE: (telling you about an aspect of my life that almost no one knows)
T: I don't think you've ever told me about this before.
SAWE: Well, no, that's true. .... you see, we have had other things to talk about.

Somehow this exchange struck fear into my heart, T. After 16 months I am just now telling you about these things; how does that make you feel?