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Had a bad dream,
It was intense.
In the dream I had I was running away from
gangbangers. I was I was getting shot at and
in one part, I took part in a home invasion!
Really?
I'm a law abiding citizen. Never got in trouble with
the law. I did however accidentally sleep with a nicotine patch
on, I've heard it causes intense dreams.
I hope that was it.
And something else, I won't go into detail but about
2 months ago I accidentally came upon a real serious
graphic crime death scene photo of someone everyone has heard of.
Two of the victims photos are on the internet.
It has haunted me since. Up until 2 months ago? I really
didn't know the details or the others that were victims of the crime.
I was 7 years old when that happened so of course my Mother & Step Dad shielded me from it. I recently realize it now because all of a sudden I was sent out of town from Los Angeles where I grew up to San Francisco to visit relatives. That was out of the ordinary cause my Step Dad wasn't the kind of man who all of a sudden send me to out of town.
So, I don't know what it may have been. Probably my nicotine patch that I forgot to take it off.
Your only supposed to wear it 10-12 hrs per day.
I was also pretty agitated yesterday in dealing with my depressive Mother. She doesn't do anything that a normal Mother would do.
I've stopped figuring her out years ago.
Wished I had at a younger age cause I sure wouldn't have returned to Washington once I was discharged out of the Army, that's for sure.
Unlike that Folgers commercial?
This WASN'T the best part of waking up!
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