Hi Josephine ~ Yes, I know what you're talking about. I think many of us do. We feel nothing --- we aren't happy, but we're not sad. There's just nothing.

Have you been in therapy? If not, I think it's time to see a therapist. You have somehow buried your emotions for some reason. Talk to your medical doctor and have him refer you to a good therapist -- he will know the best one to send you to. You won't regret going to therapy. I've been in therapy off and on for many years, and it has helped me IMMENSELY!!

Please look into therapy. I promise, you won't regret it. God bless and please take care. Hugs, Lee