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Old Apr 15, 2013, 12:43 PM
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Originally Posted by Bedobones View Post
Hello Speed3: I would like to suggest that what your husband said to you, under the circumstances, constitutes verbal abuse. Obviously, I don't know anything about your relationship as a whole, but if this is an indication of how your relationship is as a whole, I would suggest that this may be a contributing factor to your depression.

As we all know, depression is an illness & it needs to be treated. You have to take care of yourself first. So, if you've hit bottom, in terms of your depression, I think you need to "damn the torpedos, full speed ahead" with the ECT!

I must say that I've never had ECT, although it has been suggested to me. Sometimes I think I should. My wife would be upset if I told her I was going to do this. But she wouldn't tell me I was lazy & should get up off my ***! She'd just be concerned for my welfare.

Is it possible for your doctor to talk with your husband? I'm sure you've thought of that. It sounds as though your husband needs some educating with regard to major depression. But it sounds like you've been dealing with this for some time. So I presume he has had plenty of opportunity.

Anyway, the way it sounds to me from your post, I would say get yourself into the hospital & have the ECT treatments, hopefully on an in-patient basis. If your husband won't support you in this, perhaps you have a friend or relative who can assist. You're absolutely right to do what you need to do to get out in front of this before it overwhelms you! Please take action!

We have been married for 30 yrs in September. There have been good times and bad. My husband at the core has a Big heart, although he is rough around the edges.

He has always had a hard time dealing with my depressive episodes. But this is different, more extreme, we are both grieving the loss of our only child Jason who just died in January.

I have just been thinking about who could drive me down to Philadelphia. I need to pack, too. My energy level is 0.

I am scared about the fall out if I go down there with out him knowing. He can get crazy with his spitefulness.
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