Dear T

I felt like I made you very nervous and uncomfortable with a couple of things that I told you today. I don't know if that is true or if it was just a projection of my feelings onto you. I'm so nervous about seeing you next week. I have a feeling that it is all I'm going to be able to think about. I need to know that what I told you was ok and that you can handle it. I'm nervous because I don't know what you will do/how you will respond to what I told you nor do I know how I want you to respond. I'm feeling very scared and am missing the safety and security that I used to feel while with you in your office. I shouldn't have told you what I did. I'm scared. Please make it ok.