I have a few diagnoses, but I think the PTSD(recurrent child sexual abuse), makes me adore the numbness from opiates. I've used for about four years, but it was causing too many problems with my wife and I. I love her way more than the drug.
I got through three an a half days of throwing up/dry heaving.
I'm prone to developing MAJOR infections and abscesses that are resistant to treatment.
Well, I got a cigarette burn, that turned into a severe large abscess overnight. I had to get lanced and irrigated. Now I'm left with a packed hole in my arm, that burns and throbs. I'm trying not to use, but sometimes when my arm feels like it's gonna split in half, I cave. I don't know what to do, I don't want my habit to skyrocket back to where it was.