Im a 17 year old girl who has been struggling wth major OCD and anxiety since I was younger. I am probably one of the girliest, boy-crazed people you will ever meet. I love fashion and hair and makeup, etc. Recently ive had obsessive thoughts about hurting someone or going crazy, which finally subsided. The other day I was watching some documentary on transsexual people with gender dysphoria (or whatever its called) and being the person I am, I started to panic and get scared I had that. I have never once in my life wanted to be a boy and I love my body and being a girl, but once I saw that I got scared and thought maybe I have that. I cant stop thinking about it now, and it is really scary me. I am now completely depressed and confused all because of watching that one show, and I don’t know what to do about it. My mind will keep thinking like a guy and I start to completely panic, and when I think like a girl my mind says its wrong. Is this just the OCD and anxiety playing tricks on me? Is it possible for me to get gender dysphoria randomly out of no where? Will this go away? Please help☹