Genetic is right. FIRST THINGS FIRST. Get the apartment.

You need to prioritize. What is most important? Then do that next. After that's done, what NEXT is most important? Then do THAT next. If you don't get it all done, ohhh well. You're only one person, and can do just so much. If you don't get something done, don't beat yourself up! We are NOT perfect, and we never will be.

Like Genetic said, just work on today! That's all we have. Tomorrow isn't even promised.

Take care of yourself Bitten. I hope you're getting the rest you need. You SOUND frazzled! Methinks thou needs a nap! Hugs, Lee