Girl! Wait! Don't give up on yourself! There is still hope. I want to help you. Please just PM me you can talk to me about ANYTHING. I will listen! There are people on here who really care about others. I don't want to hurt anybody like what those girls were doing to you. I want to help any way that I can. I'm so sorry for what you've been going through. It's not your fault! Please, remember that. PM me please.