I truly believe that we are in love with each other ,but it is this side of me,the side of me that is here that i have not completeltly told her about yet although i have told her i am deprssed and drinking a lot and she says she still wants to support me.So as you can see do i let her in on the whole situation,i feel i should so she can make up her own mind,i may tell her about this place so she can veiw my posts also as that would be showing true commitment.What do you think