As per the title really. I am utterly tired of this thing called depression.
Today i went out and had a nice day with a friend. I felt good..but there wad still that horrible pit of misery that follows me everywhere.
I am sick of it!
I want to experience real fun, real joy.
I don't have a terrible life, certainly no real reason to be sitting here in tears, feeling distraught and utterly sad. There is no immediate reason for it.
I know that there WERE reasons, in my past, but i just want to feel OK
I am just so sick of feeling this bad.

I just need someone to hold my hand and sit with me.