No you should not feel guilty for having problems.
Yes we do. Isn't BPD a dang B****.
I am utterly tired of a lot of things and people.
I am sorry you are in this rough situation. My thoughts go out to you and hope you find some balance.
Or you could just blow up like I do, yell it out and say tough crap I need help too. But then that always comes back to bite me, cause yet again I am the crazy one, yada yada.
Sorry I just went off on my own there. If you need an ear, PM me. I will listen. 
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And I've Forgotten What It's Like,
And How It Feels To Be Alive" (Daughtry-Gone)
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