i've talked to my "dear" mom about one thing,about my job seeking or interviews failure today,cause every one in china uses this word for moms.again,i got hit,on every little matter,i am suppressed.
intentional to harm awaiting an pretext?or extremly face saving trying to ruin my every contact with the outside?
whatever,i got wrapped into it again,but i know i shouldn't get rotten by thinking about too much of it.i am gonna stick to my plan,it is tough,but it is it.ty.