Wow, Bitten. You are dealing with with multiple griefs, other issues and preparing to move all at the same time.

And, thankfully, you are not self-medicating any more. But you are still overwhelmed. You need special support to get you through this month and your move.

I expect it's a long shot, but have you tried 2-1-1 (United Way/AIRS)? The Depression and Bipolar Support Alliance (DBSA)?