dear T,
i called for an earlier appointment with you because i can't stand these thoughts of killing myself and i can't stop cutting either. i know i made a good impression on you the previous time we met. i'm sorry to have let you down. i will see you tomorrow, T, and i hope you'll be okay with me being back to where i was. i'm sorry to get your hopes up high, T. i really am. maybe i am being just a burden to you, i don't know. i'm so sorry for the trouble T.
and i really really wish you would heed my advice and not hospitalise me. even if you see that im a danger to myself.
im so sorry T.
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"The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes
herethennow: This ward is a prison!
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is.
dx: recurrent MDD.
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