I am on Depocote for my seizures started in 2007, and my seizures aren't as bad and I only get petit mal now. When i was first put on disability, which was in 1986, I had to have 5 hospitalizations first. Then they got me on my way. I think that standard doesn't exist anymore. Your anxiety levels could do with the type of work you did or do? I feel for you and have been through it all, and try to get a doc and T if you don't have one now.