Hi T,

So so so soooo many things I need to talk about that I don't even know where to start, You think once a week is enough? Lady, I tell you, I need to be in T at least 3 times a week because my brain is exploding from all the crap that's going on in there right now. But I won't email you or ask for extra sessions because I am too proud to tell you I need you and I need help. What the hell. I want to learn how to get over this and tell you I NEED YOU. I will try to talk about this with you when next I see you. It might not come out right and I might end up bungling what I am trying to say and making no sense, then taking the path of least resistance and talking about something that doesn't mean so much ... even though I know that talking about the things that mean EVERYTHING is what I need to do.

I'm getting there. Slowly.

In confusion,

southpole

PS. You are awesome. I kinda told you that once. I want to tell you again. Til next time.