I hate it that no-one knows whats wrong with me. I have a team of six people trying to figure out what is going on in my head, and they find me so interesting, i'm more of a project or experiment than a someone they want to help. Is it psychosis, bipolar, OCD, anxiety, autism, depression, schizophrenia, multiple personality disorder, borderline personality disorder......? they dont have a clue, but they wont actually say that. They wont make a diagnosis in case they're wrong, but they wont say that they cant help me. I'm just drifting along, getting worse, going crazy in the arms of their theoretical support. I just want to know whats wrong with me, is this normal?
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